happy birthday to me!

it's my birthday today. i don't know how i feel about birthdays, now that i've reached adulthood. they were such big deals when we were little, and now it's like, 'ho, hum'.

maybe i'm not celebrating them right.

so today i'm going to drink a diet coke (yay!) and read 'the applause of heaven' by max lucado and steep myself in God's love for me. i'll go for a walk and notice all that nature has to offer. maybe i'll do some business related stuff, maybe not. and i'll breathe.

wish me luck.