it hurts to win

in a last minute flurry of an online giveaway i entered, sure that i wouldn't win. couldn't win. i mean, seriously, i never win anything. but fairies and moons aligned and by golly, i won! i didn't win a trifle, which would have been much appreciated. i won BIG. i won deryn mentock's build zone e-course! we're talking the mother of all giveaways; three free spots in her course. i haven't been able to start the course yet, but it's waiting patiently for me. well, maybe not too too patiently. it's calling my name! and i can't quite get to it just yet. but i'm super excited and can't. hardly. wait.